this ain't going to be a happy post.

I can strongly sense that I'm going to get sick and tired of blogging soon, again! I don't want this to end up like my old blog. SO! I just "forced" myself to blog now.

Hmm, ytd's mother's day. I shall say Mother's day / Father's day are not really very significant in my family, we seldom celebrate festivals, unless it's a birthday or something. Well, my mum's rather grouchy yesterday since after she came back from malaysia. &, for god-knows-what reason, she started shounting at me & my sister about everything. Hurhs, I shall say it wasn't a very pleasant Mother's day this year, & for a few reasons, I'm quite pissed at my mum.

Let me explain myself, on Saturday, the trip to Jurong Point with Sheryl & Marcus, we actually went there to hunt for mom's present. So the two lil couz decided to just do a decorated icing cake for both our moms. Alright, I've certainly no objection on doing it man, since it's quite fun & everything. BUT, we waited for near 2hours to get our small little cake can? Because there's so many people queuing up to make one! Anyways, we really waited for 2hrs, you know how tiring it is? After my morning shift I still had to wait till 10pm for that cake. Ok, whatever. I was thinking "it's the thought that counts ya? mom will be happy at least to see the cake", but I guess I was wrong.

I showed mom the cake ytd, after work & everything, was expecting some "happy" reaction from her, but what I got was complains & complains & more complains. & the thing that made me rly pissed was that she told us to bring the cake to grandma's house, to tell them that it's a gift to grandma from me & my sis. I'm rly rly very dissappointed, she doesn't appreciate whatever we do for her. It's always like this. Anyways, she's been grumpy all the way from morning till evening, so dad & sis were suspecting that she needed someth MORE.

So, after the "party" at my grandma's hse, mom went for her english lessons, so 3 of us spent 2hrs at Lot 1 hunting for her present. In the end, we decided on my $60 bag. Home-d after that, was goddamn tired. When she reached home, she threw her bag on the floor, banged her books on the table & was pulling a super long face. So my sis handed her the present we bought, & guess what? All we got was complaints again! & she returned the bag to my sis to tell her to use it herself. WHAT THE FUCK? Instead of saying thank yous or at least smile, u complained that dad didnt do anything at all on mother's day (when dad did the MOST). I totally had no comments. I was already boiling inside, & I didn't wna spark an arguement.

I do love my mum, but at times like this, I couldn't help but feel a little dissappointed. How does it feels when you go all the way for one person, but that person don't really appreciate what you actually did for her, it's useless. I hate Mother's day/Father's day. I'm begining to hate special days like that, because it usually turns out ugly. You have no idea how much I hate it now. There's a saying, "If you treat your mum well everyday, every day's a Mother's day," I strongly belief in that, what's the point of treating your mum good on ONE DAY only & treating her like trash on the remaining days? pointless, useless.

Pls don't misunderstand me, I don't hate my mum, I still love her from the bottom of my heart.

♥AM 2:27 | back to top

this ain't going to be a happy post.

I can strongly sense that I'm going to get sick and tired of blogging soon, again! I don't want this to end up like my old blog. SO! I just "forced" myself to blog now.

Hmm, ytd's mother's day. I shall say Mother's day / Father's day are not really very significant in my family, we seldom celebrate festivals, unless it's a birthday or something. Well, my mum's rather grouchy yesterday since after she came back from malaysia. &, for god-knows-what reason, she started shounting at me & my sister about everything. Hurhs, I shall say it wasn't a very pleasant Mother's day this year, & for a few reasons, I'm quite pissed at my mum.

Let me explain myself, on Saturday, the trip to Jurong Point with Sheryl & Marcus, we actually went there to hunt for mom's present. So the two lil couz decided to just do a decorated icing cake for both our moms. Alright, I've certainly no objection on doing it man, since it's quite fun & everything. BUT, we waited for near 2hours to get our small little cake can? Because there's so many people queuing up to make one! Anyways, we really waited for 2hrs, you know how tiring it is? After my morning shift I still had to wait till 10pm for that cake. Ok, whatever. I was thinking "it's the thought that counts ya? mom will be happy at least to see the cake", but I guess I was wrong.

I showed mom the cake ytd, after work & everything, was expecting some "happy" reaction from her, but what I got was complains & complains & more complains. & the thing that made me rly pissed was that she told us to bring the cake to grandma's house, to tell them that it's a gift to grandma from me & my sis. I'm rly rly very dissappointed, she doesn't appreciate whatever we do for her. It's always like this. Anyways, she's been grumpy all the way from morning till evening, so dad & sis were suspecting that she needed someth MORE.

So, after the "party" at my grandma's hse, mom went for her english lessons, so 3 of us spent 2hrs at Lot 1 hunting for her present. In the end, we decided on my $60 bag. Home-d after that, was goddamn tired. When she reached home, she threw her bag on the floor, banged her books on the table & was pulling a super long face. So my sis handed her the present we bought, & guess what? All we got was complaints again! & she returned the bag to my sis to tell her to use it herself. WHAT THE FUCK? Instead of saying thank yous or at least smile, u complained that dad didnt do anything at all on mother's day (when dad did the MOST). I totally had no comments. I was already boiling inside, & I didn't wna spark an arguement.

I do love my mum, but at times like this, I couldn't help but feel a little dissappointed. How does it feels when you go all the way for one person, but that person don't really appreciate what you actually did for her, it's useless. I hate Mother's day/Father's day. I'm begining to hate special days like that, because it usually turns out ugly. You have no idea how much I hate it now. There's a saying, "If you treat your mum well everyday, every day's a Mother's day," I strongly belief in that, what's the point of treating your mum good on ONE DAY only & treating her like trash on the remaining days? pointless, useless.

Pls don't misunderstand me, I don't hate my mum, I still love her from the bottom of my heart.

AM 2:27 | back to top