I detest cockroaches & insects. Really. Serious, dead serious. ew.

BUT, some people have to make me hate them more than filthy cockroaches. If I'm not clear enough, pardon me, I shall spell it out for you. It so means that, "you're worse that a cockroach". Things are happening fast these few days. Alot of stories to tell, but I shall skip that part. Most important thing is today.

The story goes on...

I'm afternoon shift today, (1pm) inside the nursery. Got a bit sian-ed when I saw the assignment that n was the one passing to me. It just literally spoiled my mood ya. I tried very hard to tone down, and nt to show any signs of unhappiness (since I'm a kind soul, tsktsk). So, I entered the nursery, putting on my mask & then getting ready to start walk. n was at the desk, with Dr KF sitting next to her. Fine, at least it's something normal. There's ITE students today too.

I didn't bother to say Hi or anything, I just walked into the other room to put my bag in. I did what usually we did once we start work, check on the resus trolley & stuffs like that. So the first thing she asked me was " Stacey u angry ah? " I jitao stunn-d? I didn't do anything & then u ask me this kind of funny question. So I answered, no i'm nt. Giving her a face.

Mingle my way till 1.30pm, I minimised my conversations with her, much afraid that I might say something wrong or something I shudn't say. So sister ask to pass message, so I went. She's suppose to go too, but then she didn't. So in the midst of the message, I suddenly recalled I LEFT MY BAG INSIDE NURSERY! & SHE's INSIDE TOO. Okay la, I humji, I scared she steal my things kay? So I faster ran back to the nursery to check out on her.

Apparently 2 babies came up from Special Care Nursery (SCN), with 2 SCN staffs. Staff 1 was n's friend. I saw n holding the baby up, squeezing the baby's cheek, shaking the baby, and saying "cry some more, I'll smack u", after seeing all these, how would u feel? Tell me pls to assure me that I'm normal. I feel like shouting at her asking her to stop treating the baby like that. The Dr apparently frowned at her, but didn't comment much.

Staff 2 was waiting darn long at the side to pass report can? So I just went to her & took over the other baby for her, I quietly did my work, shaking my head, she's still talking to her friend so loudly after I finish taking over the report.

So after the two staffs left, she got the cheek to ask me the same question again. " Stacey u angry ah? " I tell u, my inside started churning alr, I refused to answer her, & just continue to do my work, & seeing so much ppl inside the nursery, I dont wana embarrass her too. (I'm a kind soul rmb?) So, she tried to challenge how KIND this KIND SOUL is so, SHE ASKED THE FREAKING SAME QN AGAIN, " Stacey u angry ah? " , I TELL YOU I NEVER SEE SOMEONE AS DUMB AS HER ONE LEH , people alrdy hinting u that she's buay song with you alr, u still wanna try ur luck.

FINE, I shouted back to her,
"CAN U STOP BOTHERING ME & COMPLETE UR WORK?"

She tio stunned, & replied: "I'm only feeding the baby what, what complete my work?"

[cursing to myself] nabei chao cheebye....

I shouted back again, " WHATEVER LA, JUST DO WHAT U'RE SUPPOSE TO DO & STOP BOTHERING ME OKAY!!!"

u wanna try ur luck right? Let me tell u, u're just unlucky.

I can see alot of eyes turned to me, ITE students all shocked & the Doc looked at me like I'm some alien. FUCK, she made me spoil my good image that I've built up for the pass 7 months. tqvm.

But to me, I'm just glad I showed her that I hated her. Because what's important is that I don't go behind you & stab you. I stab you in front, so that you can die without any grievience, or maybe wondering who killed you. Not like what most of the people in the ward does. I'm so proud of myself.


She's very unhappy, it's pretty obvious, she refused to talk to me (oh yes! I was waiting for this day to come.), she banged the door damn loud, scaring the babies inside, she pass the report freaking fast, making sure I miss out everything. HoHum, I have to thank god seriously for giving me clever brains. Hehe, all these things don't work on me yo, throw ur tantrum wherever & whenever u want, so sorry to tell u that, I DON'T REALLY CARE & IT DOESN'T AFFECT ME, but it makes me happy to think that whatever I did just now made u MAD. I was so freaking delighted I spoiled her mood. LOL! (sounded a bit bian tai, but I don't really care la). haha. So until the time she went home which is at 3pm, I faced her with a black face. ^^

Anyways, I don't think KKH shud keep her lor, should break her bond ASAP. Pls la, this kind of people, what's the point of keeping them for?! Okay la, I sounded mean and evil, but tell me seriously, what kind of decent nurse does the following?

1) Pinch babies cheek until they turn red,
2) Fling the baby while changing diapers & made their head bang on the sides of the cott
3) Hurl vulgarities at babies.
4) Force feed the baby till the baby is too bloated and vomit.
5) Don't even care the baby is dying or not.
6) Smack the baby at the back real hard till the baby screamed.

I'm not scaring you, neither am I exagerating. It's all true.

Seriously, u mean nothing, N O T H I N G to me, I don't need you in my life, ur existance only make me miserable. Without u, I think I can live much better then now. I cant stand it. How I wish she can just dissappear from my life. She brings in too much unhappiness to me. Stop ruining my life yo!!!



I wanna be a Happy & Kind person you know?

♥PM 10:57 | back to top

I detest cockroaches & insects. Really. Serious, dead serious. ew.

BUT, some people have to make me hate them more than filthy cockroaches. If I'm not clear enough, pardon me, I shall spell it out for you. It so means that, "you're worse that a cockroach". Things are happening fast these few days. Alot of stories to tell, but I shall skip that part. Most important thing is today.

The story goes on...

I'm afternoon shift today, (1pm) inside the nursery. Got a bit sian-ed when I saw the assignment that n was the one passing to me. It just literally spoiled my mood ya. I tried very hard to tone down, and nt to show any signs of unhappiness (since I'm a kind soul, tsktsk). So, I entered the nursery, putting on my mask & then getting ready to start walk. n was at the desk, with Dr KF sitting next to her. Fine, at least it's something normal. There's ITE students today too.

I didn't bother to say Hi or anything, I just walked into the other room to put my bag in. I did what usually we did once we start work, check on the resus trolley & stuffs like that. So the first thing she asked me was " Stacey u angry ah? " I jitao stunn-d? I didn't do anything & then u ask me this kind of funny question. So I answered, no i'm nt. Giving her a face.

Mingle my way till 1.30pm, I minimised my conversations with her, much afraid that I might say something wrong or something I shudn't say. So sister ask to pass message, so I went. She's suppose to go too, but then she didn't. So in the midst of the message, I suddenly recalled I LEFT MY BAG INSIDE NURSERY! & SHE's INSIDE TOO. Okay la, I humji, I scared she steal my things kay? So I faster ran back to the nursery to check out on her.

Apparently 2 babies came up from Special Care Nursery (SCN), with 2 SCN staffs. Staff 1 was n's friend. I saw n holding the baby up, squeezing the baby's cheek, shaking the baby, and saying "cry some more, I'll smack u", after seeing all these, how would u feel? Tell me pls to assure me that I'm normal. I feel like shouting at her asking her to stop treating the baby like that. The Dr apparently frowned at her, but didn't comment much.

Staff 2 was waiting darn long at the side to pass report can? So I just went to her & took over the other baby for her, I quietly did my work, shaking my head, she's still talking to her friend so loudly after I finish taking over the report.

So after the two staffs left, she got the cheek to ask me the same question again. " Stacey u angry ah? " I tell u, my inside started churning alr, I refused to answer her, & just continue to do my work, & seeing so much ppl inside the nursery, I dont wana embarrass her too. (I'm a kind soul rmb?) So, she tried to challenge how KIND this KIND SOUL is so, SHE ASKED THE FREAKING SAME QN AGAIN, " Stacey u angry ah? " , I TELL YOU I NEVER SEE SOMEONE AS DUMB AS HER ONE LEH , people alrdy hinting u that she's buay song with you alr, u still wanna try ur luck.

FINE, I shouted back to her,
"CAN U STOP BOTHERING ME & COMPLETE UR WORK?"

She tio stunned, & replied: "I'm only feeding the baby what, what complete my work?"

[cursing to myself] nabei chao cheebye....

I shouted back again, " WHATEVER LA, JUST DO WHAT U'RE SUPPOSE TO DO & STOP BOTHERING ME OKAY!!!"

u wanna try ur luck right? Let me tell u, u're just unlucky.

I can see alot of eyes turned to me, ITE students all shocked & the Doc looked at me like I'm some alien. FUCK, she made me spoil my good image that I've built up for the pass 7 months. tqvm.

But to me, I'm just glad I showed her that I hated her. Because what's important is that I don't go behind you & stab you. I stab you in front, so that you can die without any grievience, or maybe wondering who killed you. Not like what most of the people in the ward does. I'm so proud of myself.


She's very unhappy, it's pretty obvious, she refused to talk to me (oh yes! I was waiting for this day to come.), she banged the door damn loud, scaring the babies inside, she pass the report freaking fast, making sure I miss out everything. HoHum, I have to thank god seriously for giving me clever brains. Hehe, all these things don't work on me yo, throw ur tantrum wherever & whenever u want, so sorry to tell u that, I DON'T REALLY CARE & IT DOESN'T AFFECT ME, but it makes me happy to think that whatever I did just now made u MAD. I was so freaking delighted I spoiled her mood. LOL! (sounded a bit bian tai, but I don't really care la). haha. So until the time she went home which is at 3pm, I faced her with a black face. ^^

Anyways, I don't think KKH shud keep her lor, should break her bond ASAP. Pls la, this kind of people, what's the point of keeping them for?! Okay la, I sounded mean and evil, but tell me seriously, what kind of decent nurse does the following?

1) Pinch babies cheek until they turn red,
2) Fling the baby while changing diapers & made their head bang on the sides of the cott
3) Hurl vulgarities at babies.
4) Force feed the baby till the baby is too bloated and vomit.
5) Don't even care the baby is dying or not.
6) Smack the baby at the back real hard till the baby screamed.

I'm not scaring you, neither am I exagerating. It's all true.

Seriously, u mean nothing, N O T H I N G to me, I don't need you in my life, ur existance only make me miserable. Without u, I think I can live much better then now. I cant stand it. How I wish she can just dissappear from my life. She brings in too much unhappiness to me. Stop ruining my life yo!!!



I wanna be a Happy & Kind person you know?

PM 10:57 | back to top